by on January 3, 2019

January 1 marked 8 months of Orgasm Denial under Mistress Pauley's firm hand. People at work will use the term "firm but fair" to describe a strict boss. Mistress Pauley is firm, for sure. But "fair" does not fit this situation. It is not that Mistress Pauley is not fair, just that the concept does not apply.

My job is to submit to Mistress Pauley's will, not to worry about how "fair" that is. In fact, the more Mistress demands, the more I respond, the more submissive I become, the more I want to do for her.

This month's gifts are earrings to show my desire to buy her nice things she might enjoy. I also sent her a mouse pad in her "Get It Now" list and a case of BAI Supertea variety pack. You can guess what "Get It Now" means, and she always likes BAI drinks.

Thank you for making me go without, Mistress Pauley. Thank you for directing my energy toward serving you and away from my own selfish wants. Thank you for using your control over me for you own ends, Mistress. Thank you, Mistress.

PS: Blogs have Spell Checker, who knew?