by on November 7, 2019

October 15, 2019 marked one month of Mistress Pauley's Orgasm Denial Program. This is after two restarts where I had 17 and 15 months of Orgasm Denial. As stated elsewhere, I have a commitment to Mistress Pauley to go without release for 18 full months...continuously with no "release breaks." So I am disappointed that I do not have about 3 years of Orgasm Denial to offer her.

And yet, the long term Orgasm Denial seems to be working. I am more submissive, more worshipful, more compliant as time goes by, even with the 2 release episodes. I spend more and worry less about where the money is to come from. I am learning to place Mistress Pauley's desires before my own, in a more deeply felt way.

Thank you, Mistress Pauley for your Orgasm Denial program. Thank you for deepening my enslavement to you. Thank you for being you, Mistress Pauley.

Your Orgasm Denial slave,