Humbled (Owned by QueenM)
by on March 11, 2020
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More than almost anything else, I love to pay for my Queen to be pampered whenever She pleases. 

 

This can come in many forms. It could be a massage, a mani/pedi, a facial, or even a night of fine dining. 

 

It never dawned on me until now why that is. And the reason is: I'm projecting. 

 

Let me explain. I work hard. I manage a team of people.  And when I get stressed, I am definitely at my weakest. It's a bit of the yin yang of life. Project confidence in my life but have this secret side where I submit to a Goddess. 

 

My release from the stress, if you will, is Findom. While most people deal with it by pampering themselves, I project this instinct on to my Queen and pay for Her instead. 

 

Somehow knowing She's getting the massage I probably need makes me feel better. Knowing that my hard work makes Her life easier releases all kinds of endorphins. 

 

and so I continue to project my instincts on to Her.