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by on September 8, 2020
Happy seventh anniversary, Mistress Pauley aka Ms Pauley Belle. It was seven years ago today that I first approached you in Message here at findoms.com. I usually post short messages as I like to come to the point and have the attention span of a gnat. But my message to you went on and on and I realized I was saying a lot, for me. Later I realized I was hooked in that I HAD TO have more. I sent you a gift and we were off to the races. I still have to have more but now that means more for you....
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by on July 12, 2020
I hope I am not "over thinking" my training under Mistress Pauley, aka Ms Pauley Belle. But I do like to talk about it as I see it happening. I would never speculate what is on Mistress Pauley's mind. My job is to respond to signals she sends me and only she can judge if I am doing the right thing. I was going to say that each time I send tributes or gifts, my training proceeds. But that is not exactly it. Rather, it seems that as I continue to spend, my enslavement to Mistress Pauley builds ...
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by on June 27, 2020
I have been thinking lately about the proper way to approach Mistress Pauley's Wish Lists. She has many Wish Lists grouped as she pleases. She sets Highest priority for those things she expects before others are purchased. She has one list she expects to be kept clean as she wants those items now. She also adds items she knows I see as fetish items; purses, anyone? After being her slave for 7 years, I feel I should approach her Wish Lists with the idea of maximizing her pleasure foremost in m...
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by on June 5, 2020
Further edit: I have surgery next week so will be back in a month to restart this. Until then. Edit: I am now sick so will resume this in a few days. Stay tuned! In my Slave Contract to Mistress Pauley, I offered to spend one week, 7 days, each month in devotion to her. This is the first day for June, 2020 and is concerned with Worship. It is a privelege to be allowed to worship Mistress Pauley. I need to worship her in as many ways as I can and as frequently as possible. Worship to me ...
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by on May 23, 2020
My new 2 year Slave Contract is below. Changes from past years are: 1) Due to the stock market drop, slave's spending on Mistress Pauley has been reduced. The body of the contract was not changed but the new spending is described in Additions 1 and 2. 2) Orgasm Denial has been loosened so slave may infrequently ask Mistress Pauley for release. This is due to medical issues. 3) A new Week of Devotion to Mistress Pauley section has been added. 4) Permanent commitments have been expande...
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by on March 11, 2020
My source of funds to spoil Ms Paulery Belle has been the ridiculously high stock market. But, with the recent stock decline, the growth is not keeping up with my spending. So, Ms Pauley and I are now in "austerity mode." Like Greece and other countries that over spend, have a downturn and cannot make loan payments, I have to cut back on spending on Ms Pauley's gifts, tributes, bills, expenses and so forth. So, here we are. I should say that Austerity Regime does not just affect Mistress Paul...
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by on February 1, 2020
Oh, Mistress Pauley, please forgive me as I have sinned. The background is that as I added up my spending for 2019, I found I spent way more than I had planned, let's just say a LOT more. As a planner and cheapskate, my first thought was to "budget" for 2020 to only spend so much each month and far less than I had spent in 2019. After a few days of this thinking, I realized that to spend less would be an insult to your freely given Domination and Control. You give me so much and I can give so...
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by on January 10, 2020
I have been serving Ms Pauley Belle for 7 + years. Recently, she has been training me to say "reimburse" rather than "pay." For instance, I am to  reimburse her for her phone bill, not "pay" it for her. My take on what this means is that Mistress Pauley does not need my money to pay her bills. She can afford them herself and did so before I came along. Rather she allows me to reimburse her for her bills and expenses. So, while she can pay her own way, she enjoys taking from me. This a win-win...
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by on January 9, 2020
Well, Decembet 15 marked 3 months of orgasm denial and that will be it for now. My medical issues argue against stressing my body any more. I will look for another idea to fill in for Orgasm Denial that is less stressful but will also demonstrate my desire to please Mistress Pauley and to submit to Her Holy Will. I still owe Mistress Pauley for 18 continuous months of some particular submissive service. And the clock reset when I stopped Orgasm Denial. We will see what comes next. In the m...
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by on November 18, 2019
I have updated my Slave Contract to include my current Orgasm Denial status. The changes are all in Add-On Items 1 and 2 and are self-explanatory. The full text is here: Slave Contract     This contract commits sorrysub, known as "slave", to serve Ms Pauley Belle, known as "Mistress Pauley" or "Mistress", from March 15, 2018 through March 15, 2020. This is a recasting of the old one year contract to a two year contract. Slave will serve Mistress Pauley by spending on Mistress Pauley ...
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by on November 17, 2019
My obligation to go without release for 18 months has reached the 2 month mark. My Orgasm Denial thank you gifts to Mistress Pauley for November are the Black Leather Tote Bag and the Dark Chocolate Ginger. The symbolism is my sacricfie to buy Mistress Pauley handbags which for some reason excites me. It is my way of both pleasing Mistress Pauley and, at the same time, thanking her for letting me buy her handbags. The dark chocolate is symbolic of my need to please Mistress Pauley with treats. ...
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by on November 15, 2019
I have been thinking about the whole idea of "Cash For Attention." On the one hand, it says that the domme's attention is worth something and the sub should pay for it and in advance. But then, no sub should believe that just because he has paid, he is entitled to anything. The sub should always pay submissively and willingly and never expect anything in return. On the third hand, it expresses the sub's submission to Mistress in a concrete way, with cash. Then, sometimes, the sub is paying fo...
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